Devdas

My goodness I'm so in love with this movie. I've seen it being recommended on google but i never really did watch it. It was a burst of emotions that seems so foreign to me yet so familiar. The heartache it gave me, the songs, everything is just so wonderful so depressing. Its a beautiful kind of sadness. It's so difficult to be put into words. Btw, Deena was the one who introduced me to it unintentionally. She was just asking if it was supposed to be that depressing and I was curious so I watched the darn film. The songs, omg the songs it was familiar, very familiar in fact cause i've heard it multiple times on vasantham i think. And this song, Silsila Yeh Chahat Ka, its so gorgeous. Aishwarya Rai was beautiful in the movie and the actors and actresses were on point. Mahduri was the excellent courtesan with the wonderful moves and Shah Rukh Khan was Devdas obviously with his amazing actor skills and he was so good at potraying the confused Devdas, unsure of what to do with this love he found himself in that was forbidden in a sense of caste and family name. Oh dear how am I gonna let this excitement bubble down. I feel like Ive drown in the beauty of this movie that uses the tongue of peotry. I may not truely understand the deep meaning behind each of the scene but i do see myself rewatching this when ive matured a bit more to see what ive missed out being in my 20s or even last year as a teen. For now, I shall just let myself be dose in the goodness of Silsila Yeh Chahat Ka.

My heart felt

Natasha Bedingfield is making me feel so much weird emotions. HAHAHA now I'm currently having clinicals and its great however kinda worried about my results. Woodlands have accepted me based on my interview so now its pending cause of my sem 1 results. Oh dear.