Hello Honeys. *winks* hehe~

So recently I've been noting down things to write down. That's how much effort I'm putting okay? There were a couple of emo things so let's get it started. I've recently picked up a book called "My Sister's Keeper" by Jodi Picoult. A fantastic book to read with enough dosage of love, family drama,pre-teen stress and so on. There was this part where Anna, the protagonist(actually all the characters were given a voice so...), wonders how people would react to her death. This is a question no normal 13 year old would normally ask. Or anybody else with a different opinion? It just got me thinking of how people would react to my death too. I was in an emo state when I note this down so excuse me. >.< I'm actually worried about the people close to me. I really wished for a world where they will continue to live forever. But that's total nonsense. People are born and people die. That's life. Instead of the feeling of being worried, I think a better way to phrase it is that I just don't want to get hurt. Humans are selfish and in my case, I try to protect myself. I never seem to take risk due to my fears. It's like wrapping myself in bubble wrap. A close example is not mixing around with new people. Oh! another is avoiding places where many guys would gather. Or is that totally irrelevant? Okay maybe it is. That is something to do with confident is it? I mean if I know one person, I don't make an effort to make new ones. And I would rely on them. The first on my list to making a new me is to be independent. The rest... I'll think about it. I need to sleep badly. Goodnight! C:

Guess who's back? *RAISES HAND EARNESTLY*

Hello people reading my blog. Reading through it made me remember things that I would have not recalled for a hundred years. Okay maybe that is an exaggeration but come on. The current life that I'm living is a repetition of everyday life. I realise I'm not appreciating every second God is giving me. You never know when you might just drop dead right? So let me say something about my past posts. I'll admit that I never really vent out my feelings knowing people might judge you by the things you write here. And to Benot if you happen to read this, I've got to tell you that I struggled being friends with you. I remember how bad your temper was when we were in sec 1 and 2. But now, looking back more mature (I hope so HAHAHHA!), I realise that there were internal and external reasons that have probably cause you to be constantly irritated by me. I've gotta say that I also play a part in making you scold me. Gyahahaha! Prangai so kakak lah lu. I'm glad to have stick by the bananas,monkeys and coconuts. And this is probably cliche but if I were to do this all again, I would still stick by you people. You guys made my secondary school life be flowed by the rainbow of awesomeness. Awww stahp it. Back to the now. I've know that I never really trusted guys. This is probably caused by my years of no experience with guys. And experience as in friends. Don't get the wrong idea you sneaky monkeys. I'm never fitting in with guys. They make me feel...awkward. I'm not myself and that is damn uncomfortable. I'm in Jc but apparently had to repeat the year. Why you might ask? Oh it's just due to my lazy ass to just start bucking up in the middle of the year. I mean I thought I did my best but there was probably something that just went horribly wrong in the middle there. And so you have it. I'm a Kairos. TAADAA. Ah crap. I've gotta move on. Oh and I'm also tryna improve my drawing skills. You might not know where it might head me to right? It's more of a hobby if you ask me. For relationships, nothing is happening right now and I'm thankful for that. As the line from Easy A goes, " I think my complete lack of allure shot that horse in the face." HAHAHAHA! That is one funny show. But in reality I think I've unnecessarily fallen for someone. *oooooo that's what she said* HAHAHAHAH! But ditch that. So back to friends. I keep changing the topic sorry guys but keep up with me. I hope to make a time capsule with them. And I'm sorry that I'm sharp-tongue sometimes. I always manage to hurt people with my words without realising it. Especially those close to me. I wonder why I watch my words with stranger. I probably unconsciously set a trap to make you guys think I'm decent. Sorry babe. Peace out, dudes and dudettes.

EMPTY

Ermmm...It seem kinda empty here. Let me fill it up.

Hi. My blog is totally DEAD! So here I am trying to fill it up.

I know this is weird but i am having the feeling to make cookies.TEEHEE!

Maybe nak buat dengan kawan-kawan? Syiok jugak. =D Currently having blocked nose.

ITS A SIGN that probably tomorrow I'm sick.

I JUST FOUND OUT SOMETHING. Purple is the colour for Hari Raya this year. WOOTS! But sadly I'm not wearing that colour.

I think that should fill it up right? Maybe a little picture or two. WAIT.

Heello!

Hello bloggers out there! I decided to start blogging again. I also started to listen to songs zaman kuno. Those jiwang songs lah. Try to keep myself updated with the latest songs. Currently addicted to guitar a.k.a GUITAR FREAK! Balik rumah jer amik guitar main lagu. Jiwang ah. Teehee! Still new to this as I know only 10 or 11 songs. Skarang nak blajar lagu Beat It. Macam cool gitu kan! Yalah I know I'm easily facinated and impressed. =D WOOOOOTSSS!

I also want to express my feelings towards my friends.

We had our fights, (which I was not involved in) ooppss!
we had our laughts, (I'm involved in this one)
we had our smiles, (involved)
we had our cry, (involved)

But what I think is more important is that the memories we had being together and spending time with each other, making fun of each other and laught until our stomach hurt. I feel that time is running out for our clique to be together and spend time with each otherso this is why we should spend it carefully. But one thing is for sure,I'll remember the good times we spend together.

Info

Hello peeps out there! Mai want to say that
that her blog would be dead by...NOW. I've
got exams lah so must concentrate. Kalau
tak puas hati tag eh? But pls don't write
crap can... Okay maybe I would tell some
story bout my cat. She pee (again) on my
bro's ns bag. Okay that's it. I need to
spend time with myself this labour's day. Maybe
have a lil bit of a 4h sleep? Yap that
would probably do it. Bye peeps. Love ya.


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I will survive

Hello! Holidays are ending soon and not a single homework done!
Thank you very much! Currently thinking of the homework my
'nice' teachers gave me. Which one to do first uh? Let me show
you the homework list.

English
-march reader's digest worksheet
-distinction for english
-1 book review
-formal letter writing 2

Science
-workbook volume A, Chapter5

Geography
-worksheet 10.3(pg 123)
-question 1
-question 2
-Self test 3(pg 127)
-section A
-section B(all questions)
-section C(all questions)

Literature
-Correction for Old Major

Art
-sketch book file

I think that's about it. Hope there is no more. Done none of
the homework. I really need to start now.Ok! Gtg.Bye bye!

Umah aku

Omg! So bored. Currently at home. Tired la. So long never post. Wad to do? Watch tv? Nah! I gonna rot sitting at home! What is new? Hani pee-ed on my sis's bag this morning. I cleaned her bag already. Next blowing bubbles. Haizz need to go wash toilet as told by mom. I am really not allow to go outside. Sorry babes. Takleh kluar. Kene duduk kat rumah macam kene penjara. Sedih ah. Lapar ah. Macam nak buat pizza and cake. Hmm. Macam mane nak dapat ingredients ? Nak kluar punye lah malas . Abeh kene mintak permission malas sey. Dah lah tu aje for todae. Just wait for my next post. Itu pun kalau aku survive.